February282014
“The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.” Unknown (via spinnnersend)

(Source: psych-facts, via unseeliechangeling)

4AM
eatdinner-burythedog-andrun:

subwaybaby:

Ugh. Kill me. I’m reading Burroughs’ Cities Of The Red Night, listening to Urziet, 2 days into suboxone kick, I feel like hell and there is no god to pray to make me better. No anything. Even with my gf and all my roommates, I am alone in this. 
Life. 
Fucking. 
Hurts. 
But I’m trying. Anyone out there got any advice on sub/opiate detox I may have missed in forums?

Take some loperamide it derived from demerol so it hits the right receptors but its not a narcotic at all. Tramadol helps me a lot to not feel entirely to sick so i can sleep. I been on subs for two years and when I o without its hell. My legs want to run laps while I want to sleep and I feel like jelly, like my backbone is gone and It hurts. Not to mention the fevers. Kratom works a well you just have to eat a lot. You can by it at a head shop for cheap. But for me personally its alcohol, tramadol, maybe some xanax/kpin, and some weed. It kinda defeats the purpose of getting clean if thats what your doing but its the only thing that helps for weeks. Nyquil helps a lil. Feel free to talk to me. I dunno how old this post is but your not alone. I am not clean but I will listen and talk if you need. Take care. Hang in there.

The original post was from a couple weeks ago. Made it almost 3 days w/o any meds but I don’t have the time or money to stay sick for weeks so I’m back on sub now… Loperamide? First time I’ve heard of it but totally gonna look into it. A friend has been raving about the wondrous anagesic/euphoric effects of Kratom so I’m gonna order some with my next paycheck and report my investigations in that area soon. Benzos obviously greatly help op detox, but everyone knows they lead to worse physiological addiction and it’s too easy to just lean on them whenever you feel achy or a little “off” so I don’t trust em. Thanks for the advice and hope. Civilians don’t realize how tough kicking is. It’s like having your heart broken by the love of your life while experiencing the symptoms of swine flu… times ten.

eatdinner-burythedog-andrun:

subwaybaby:

Ugh. Kill me. I’m reading Burroughs’ Cities Of The Red Night, listening to Urziet, 2 days into suboxone kick, I feel like hell and there is no god to pray to make me better. No anything. Even with my gf and all my roommates, I am alone in this.
Life.
Fucking.
Hurts.
But I’m trying. Anyone out there got any advice on sub/opiate detox I may have missed in forums?

Take some loperamide it derived from demerol so it hits the right receptors but its not a narcotic at all. Tramadol helps me a lot to not feel entirely to sick so i can sleep. I been on subs for two years and when I o without its hell. My legs want to run laps while I want to sleep and I feel like jelly, like my backbone is gone and It hurts. Not to mention the fevers. Kratom works a well you just have to eat a lot. You can by it at a head shop for cheap. But for me personally its alcohol, tramadol, maybe some xanax/kpin, and some weed. It kinda defeats the purpose of getting clean if thats what your doing but its the only thing that helps for weeks. Nyquil helps a lil. Feel free to talk to me. I dunno how old this post is but your not alone. I am not clean but I will listen and talk if you need. Take care. Hang in there.

The original post was from a couple weeks ago. Made it almost 3 days w/o any meds but I don’t have the time or money to stay sick for weeks so I’m back on sub now… Loperamide? First time I’ve heard of it but totally gonna look into it. A friend has been raving about the wondrous anagesic/euphoric effects of Kratom so I’m gonna order some with my next paycheck and report my investigations in that area soon. Benzos obviously greatly help op detox, but everyone knows they lead to worse physiological addiction and it’s too easy to just lean on them whenever you feel achy or a little “off” so I don’t trust em. Thanks for the advice and hope. Civilians don’t realize how tough kicking is. It’s like having your heart broken by the love of your life while experiencing the symptoms of swine flu… times ten.

February142014

Vintage Valentines: weird valentines cards

(Source: vintagegal, via vesperine)

2AM

vesperine:

choi young do water you doin [x]

(Source: lvperca)

February102014
Ugh. Kill me. I’m reading Burroughs’ Cities Of The Red Night, listening to Urziet, 2 days into suboxone kick, I feel like hell and there is no god to pray to make me better. No anything. Even with my gf and all my roommates, I am alone in this. 
Life. 
Fucking. 
Hurts. 
But I’m trying. Anyone out there got any advice on sub/opiate detox I may have missed in forums?

Ugh. Kill me. I’m reading Burroughs’ Cities Of The Red Night, listening to Urziet, 2 days into suboxone kick, I feel like hell and there is no god to pray to make me better. No anything. Even with my gf and all my roommates, I am alone in this.
Life.
Fucking.
Hurts.
But I’m trying. Anyone out there got any advice on sub/opiate detox I may have missed in forums?

10PM
January132014
January112014
January72014

painoveracceptance:

Thou - Smoke Pigs

Please calm down with all the violent rhetoric.  Some people who put on a badge are just trying to help people—just trying to do some good.  My dad, mom, uncle, aunt, brother, sister, son, daughter is a cop.  I don’t want to hear another word about bribery. I don’t want to hear about  racial profiling, broken bones, or prison rape—or another unarmed kid filled from head to toe with fifty government-issued bullets.  There is a fundamental flaw in your desire.  There is a psychological deficiency in policing others.  Those who maintain a structure of unjust laws, those who bow to the province of the few, those who would coerce others under the implicit threat of violent subjugation—your reign is at an end.  When they attack in the name of the law, we will retaliate in the name of liberty.

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2PM

petrak:

Deafheaven//Dream House (Sunbather, 2013)
"I’m dying."
- “Is it blissful?”
"It’s like a dream."
- “I want to dream.”

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